Research and First Impressions
The Stockport
Introductory Session on Monday 11th March, made me feel comfortable in my
choosing of College One. I knew College One would take me out of my comfort
zone and meeting everyone else that is doing College One was a good way to
start. The Ice Breaker of getting into pairs and using the knowledge of their
partners to put onto a cup was eventful and enjoyable, it helped everyone
settle in.
All of the lectures and
workshops have prepared me in how to approach preparing and running a workshop.
I found most of the practical workshops challenging, they all placed me out of
my comfort zone. Throughout the workshops, working in pairs and teams was
encouraged, I surprisingly found out that I liked working in groups but still
shied away from expressing our results at feedback time. As most of these
workshops were aimed at helping us plan and produce our own workshop, I feel
like my strengths lean more towards being organised. From all of the variety
throughout the workshops, I was able to adapt and this boosted my confidence.
Choosing the Organisation that
would be best for me was a difficult decision. I chosen Darwen Aldridge
Community Academy (DACA) because I felt like it was more beneficial for my
future career and for applying onto a PGCE course. Louise Klinck also
made the opportunity sound amazing and I wanted to be a part of it.
Workshop Activities
Throughout the
workshops, I encountered a broad range of materials and approaches to how a
workshop could run. I responded to each activity, however, I liked some
workshops more than others. I particularly enjoyed working over someone else's
work! This task demonstrated the idea of adapting myself to suit and work
around a particular problem. It made me focus on risk assessing my workshop
ideas and always having other possibilities in case any errors occur.
I preferred working with
materials because of my Textiles background but I did enjoy exploring the
elements of 3-D and the idea of forming a shape using limited resources. For
example: making a Totem pole that had the theme of Manchester using only
railcard tickets, card and shredded paper. I did not like working with sweets,
they made my hands sticky and the smell was sickly, I do however, understand
why children would get excited to work with them. I found crafting an Origami
Crane bird difficult to do even though I had the instructions directly in front
of me, I found this exercise more difficult than I anticipated, it took up a
lot of time. This made me realise that I would need to be able to recognise
what a suitable workshop is for my class' age.
Working individually for me adds
more pressure. I think working in groups creates a better outcome because it is
a collaborative of ideas but I also think it can hinder quieter people in a
group. Every student will have an idea but it is about drawing it out and
building on their confidence's to express them.
These workshops have made me
aware of a variety of elements that I will ensure and think about when
preparing my workshops, for example: all the students will respond to each
tasks differently, to encourage the students creativity and imagination, some
students characters and personalities are more dominant than others, to be
aware of other people's distractions, limited resources can be a good thing and
that clearing up is just as important as the activities as it signifies the
completion of one.
Organisations and getting involved
The brief for DACA was broad, It was
clear from the College One's brief that a workshop had to be involved, whether
it was an individual workshop or a group one. We all started off considering
individual workshops but decided to do a group workshop so the overall workshop
idea could be bigger. The overall idea stemmed from Rory's individual
idea of making paints but it was clear from group discussions that mark-making
would be a prominent idea to use.
It
was 10 'teachers' with a class of 15 students so we was aware that there was
enough of us to run a workshop as big as we planned. As the classes and groups changed,
we also changed roles, it gave everyone
the chance to present part of the PowerPoint and work at the other
stations.
My first impressions of working at the school was that I found it over-whelming,
intense and fast-pacing, maybe this was because I was in an unfamiliar
environment and situation. The older classes seem to be more grateful for our
help but they would not ask for it, we had to approach them, doing
this regularly helps me build on my confidence and as each day goes by at the
school, I felt my confidence growing. The younger classes want more
interaction, they would shout me over, ask me how to do things and to show them
how, this for me is encouraging because it made me feel approachable and that
maybe the children seen me as an experienced figure that could help them.
Planning
workshops
My strengths have always lied with organisation
but working in a group, I consider this to be my downfall. I need to have a
detailed plan of what I am going to say/do/act/prepare whereas others in the
group do not need this much preparation, preparation for me gives me
confidence. Working with
people from different fields in Art has been beneficial in demonstrating how
different we plan and work.
For
the PowerPoint, we all met as a group and discussed what we wanted to include
but because some people in the group did not fully concentrate, not much was
done, this resulted in us all taking the PowerPoint home and working on it
individually. We then met again to put it all together, taking elements from
each but all that was took off mine was the images which I did not mind but I
would of liked my artist research text to have been used because I think it was
relevant to the concept of the workshop. Louise even said at the end of the presentation
that she would have wanted more artist background so maybe I should have argued
my for my text to be used further. I sometimes felt over-shadowed working in
this group, there are so many strong and dominant characters that sometimes I felt
unheard. I did not have the confidence to argue my ideas across, at the
beginning I felt nervous speaking in front of them and by the end I did feel
more confident but I still felt unheard. In some group meetings it became more
painful than productive, it was easier giving certain people things to do, then
bringing it back and the rest of us would give advice on what could be improved.
The group was sometimes too big to work in to get done anything productive.
Our
proposed outcome is a large canvas piece that will be showered with colour from
recycled materials that the children will turn into paints. We did small scale
trial and error experiments to test out whether the balloons would pop and how
we would crush and put the 'paint' into the balloons.
The workshop duration ran
smoothly until the very end when we began hanging up the balloons, the children
became less interested in filling the balloons and became more interested in
not focusing on what they should have been, this is because they could not get
involved with hanging the balloons up because the device was too high for them
to reach. We decided to hang the balloons up ourselves whilst the children
carried on filling them. Maybe they were less supervised and took advantage of
this, next time I suggested that the hanging device be accessible to the
children, to keep them occupied.
For the first workshop, Louise was there throughout to oversea our first trial, it must have gone well as for the second run of our workshop, Louise completely left us to it. It showed her confidence in us and that we can run a successful workshop, it made me feel impressed with myself and the group. Louise must have felt comfortable enough to leave us to make any decisions that came up, we felt a lot more relaxed in our second workshop. Practice makes perfect, or in our case practice makes for better.
We agreed with Louise that we would buy the materials and give her the
receipts and she would refund us, some materials we contributed ourselves. We
chosen to mainly use recyclable materials because it adds to the concept of
using 'recycled materials and making the students aware of the positives of
this'. The materials we bought did work to our purpose, except for tissue
paper, unless cut finely it just clogged the blenders. For the second workshop
we also chosen not to use turpentine, in the first workshop turpentine caused some
balloons to pop randomly creating unneeded mess.
Learning
From running the workshop I have learnt
to be more adaptable, not to be as nervous, get as much involved as possible,
enjoy the processes and be proud by how much the children seemed to enjoy it. Throughout this opportunity of work experience, I
have felt my confidence grow. As this Unit has been about planning workshops
and all it involves, the practical side has been limited but I still involved
it by doing my own testing experiments at home. I have found that using blogger
on a daily basis has become a part of my regular routine and it has helped my
be more descriptive and thoughtful when reporting my days events.
Planning our chosen workshop
from the beginning was vague as I missed the original proposal because I did
some volunteering at Z-arts. I was informed of the initial idea after and even
though I agreed it was a great idea, the details I was given were limited but
it was the very start of the workshop. We had group meetings where we discussed
the workshop and how the day would run and everyone contributed. I do not think
there was any disagreements, if everyone had slightly different ideas, the idea
chosen was down to the group majority. Overall this worked but because some got
on more than others it resulted in smaller groups being formed and anyone in
that group that had an idea, the rest of the group new which idea would be
chosen.
Working at D.A.C.A has been an
amazing experience. It has helped me develop a realistic idea on how a
teacher's life is ran daily and what hinders they encounter, as well as the
benefits. What I found encouraging about my experience at DACA was the
children's gratitude of my help and this was an wonderful feeling. The
hindrance I found in some of my classes was one or two disruptive students but
with one to one attention they settled down rather quick. Even though some
students can be disruptive and there were hindrances during the workshop, as a
group we problem solved and learnt from it and moved on, this is how I would be
and work as if becoming a teacher was to become a reality in the future. Nothing
from working at D.A.C.A has put me off this prospect, if anything working at D.A.C.A
has strengthened my passion for wanting to become a teacher, this may have been
different if I worked at another high school. Louise and the children I worked
with were so receptive and there was little restrictions making this workshop
and experience incredible.
Reflection
My aim throughout working at DACA was to gain as
much work experience as I possibly could. As I would like my future career to
be in teaching, my main goal at DACA was to figure out what specific age range
I would be most suitable to work with. I only worked with Year 7's and Year
10's but the gap between the 2 was huge. I enjoyed working with Year 7's
because of how imaginative they are but I also enjoyed working with Year 10's
as the ones I worked with were knowledgeable, committed and open as well as
appreciative of any help I gave them.
My
expected outcome for the workshops was limited to the outcome we received. I
may have put myself down as well as my group by having such a small expectation
but the outcome was amazing and I was thrilled with the feedback from both the
students and Louise.
My
greatest challenge that I had to overcome was my confidence and being confident
when approaching the students, I found this very challenging. To overcome it, I
gave it little thought. I realised that I have knowledge and expertise that
could be beneficial to them.
To
further this line of work I would continue to gain work experience in the field
of teaching. I would like to have the opportunity to continue to work at DACA
and also find work experience at other schools, to ensure myself that teaching
is the right choice for me, as a career. From this Unit I have learnt a lot
about myself and my confidence has certainly grown. I think that to become a
teacher I need to be more aware that the children that I will be teaching will
have external factors that affect the way they behave in class, I found this
evident with some of the children at D.A.C.A.
Individually I put all my effort into everything I did. However, when working
in a group I could have done a lot more and got more involved. I felt that
sometimes I was not confident enough to argue my ideas further. We all played
our part in making the workshop and this Unit a success. I have used my
organisational skills, my communication skills and my practical and technical
knowledge throughout this Unit, I also managed my workload, became resourceful
when choosing materials and I worked collaboratively. As a group, we all set
goals, tasks, we solved problems when they occurred, negotiated ideas and most
importantly worked as a team. It has definitely been an enjoyable experience and the feedback was informative for when planning the same workshop on how to improve it and it was also encouraging to read. I
hoped to have made a difference in one child's life and if so this experience
began terrifying but it was worthwhile.